You were in and out of my life in seconds. I miss your ways. I miss our talks. Nothing out-of-the-ordinary. Comforting one another, as if we had been best friends from the very start. You know the secrets, ones that no one knows. I am not sure what made me feel so open with you. It out right sucks that I cant be with you. No reason whatsoever. In the long run it is probably for the best, just because. In order to salvage a relationship you have to sacrifice another. I don’t believe in that. I am open for you, and the next man, and the next lady. And a pet goldfish. You have no idea, you have effected my life. So positive. I would always be laughing. I loved helping you, gave me such a high. Supporters of each others backbones. Now, as I sit and write this, I can say I feel a little weaker. I guess I just wanted to say, I miss you. Jun 21 I miss you.